I try so hard to be happy.

I try to control the feelings I feel inside. Feelings of love, happiness, anger, hate, jealousy, sadness. But I can't it's uncontrollable. It's never ending. It's one after another and I can't stand it. But it ends today.

I will love my life no matter the consequences. Why? Because my life is amazing, it is one of a kind. Because I have friends and family there for me. Because life's too short to feel anything but happy. Because I have what some need and want.

And so the journey begins!